i tried..
maybe i tried wrong..
i gip yup le..
..tired
what went wrong
now i know why coffee keeps you awake..it's either the caffeine high or the laxative effect..either way, i'm wide awake at 5.30 in the morning(just to quantify that abit.. it's the kopitiam kind of thick coffee)so yar.. I standing up as i type this blog entry -the laxative after effect
note to self: not having that kinda coffee experience anytime soon.
once again, it's the exams..
(this is going to be boring.. take it that I need to whine)
m o o d y . d i s a p p o i n t e d . l o n e l y
could be the rain
plus the stress
plus the lack of sleep
it's tiring trying to be the only chirpy one around
and the disappointing first paper I sat for
too many wildering thoughts, yet too little rationality to rationalise everything on my own
I'm lost in my own battle of thoughts and probably self perceived misery.
the facade is standing,
stand- delightfully strong.
but the inner walls are crumbling,
paint- off the old ceiling wall.
the lonely lonely facade,
empty- out to war.
the masquerade party,
single- masked for all.
what's desperate inside
the sun will not accept,
cruel- its rays spare no quasimodo.
the vicious truth,
cross paths with the lonely cycle.
stronger yet- I'm going to the facade party
- me
it's definitely the rain
maybe the coffee
and the soapy taiwanese dramas
plus the current cynical being
i am artificial
take me away
attempted.. charged.. overthrown.. enough said, the rest was bloody..
imagine a man in full armour charging towards the enemy..
suddenly minutes before contact, the spear becomes..
a sort of styrofoam rubberly material..
the man bounces off the enemy's shield and lands in a field almost 20 miles away...
lying on his butt, he couldn't even get up...
bowed by the weight of the oversized armour..
- m y t a x q u i z -
"happiness happens when you learn to balance satisfaction and enjoyment"
