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Wednesday, April 28
if i was able to get a preview of school life now.. i think i would never have choosen this path... argh..
today.. went for
learning journey... all the way to jalan bukit merah... dotchx.. i mean there are so many other one room flats in s'pore... and we had to choose one that is so so 'near'... haha..how shld i describe this fufilling outing.. erm.. humid, sweat, games of bridge on the way there rocked, boring, long winded fella.... (pt taken, shall not further elaborate)
then i'm home doing hw.. for the first time this week.... haha.. damm pek chek lor.. other days.. is because i don't have the energy and time after school to do my hw... today leh... more time.. but however.. i couldn't do alot of the questions.. argh... pek chek... so hor.. it is not i don't want to do my hw... situatons are such that i couldn't do them... wah...
btw.. i'm so looking forward to the weekends... this weekend.. cherish, shao bao, ah mah and i wanna go on this
major shopping spree.. wahahaha... evil laughter...cherish ar... shall we watch "50 First Dates" too... heehee...
oh... ah mah... i bought u sth... haha.. very cute de... sorry that u couldn't go wif us to the learning jourbey.. but i think u were very much beter off.. and definately havin more fun... haha...
btw.. i failed my maths lecture test terribly.. like i'm not used to that... haishou.. i studied.. but...
sorry boon en... didn't mean to insult ur inteligence so much... sth's wrong with me...argh...
10:40 pm
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Monday, April 26
I'm very very tired... please take me away...
boohooo.... i don't like chinese compo... i hate GP.... ARGH... i wanna sleep... please... sobs.. sniffs
then.. i think i sucked in the maths test.. aiya... i think i lost it.. how???
i still very tired.. but... aiya... life sux
10:43 pm
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Sunday, April 25
boo.. its been a long long time since i last blogged.. hahaha.. busy lah... haha..
anyway.. certain things took place over the last week.... thought i wanted to share them with u...
What is friendship? do different people view friendship differently? can friendship be a one way thing? haha.. i really don't know either.. i thought friends share sorrows and joy.. laughter and unhappiness.. but this week some things took lace.. it made me wonder whether i was ever a friend to somemore.. i thought i could consider myself as rather good friends.. with this someone.. we shared our probs.. and everything.. but somehow or another.. this someone stopping talking to everyone around.. this someone started blocking everyone out of his life... suddenly it seems as if i never knew him.. or maybe.. i never knew him enough.. or maybe i thought i knew him but.. it seems otherwise.. i'm lost.. i think i lost a friend..
then this week during cca we chosed the new committee.. people who are going to take over my responsibilities.. now 'm starting to feel like someone from yester year.. haha.. *aging creeps in* haha anyway to my juniors.. i wish u all the best.. haha.. it isn't an easy path ahead.. i think i didn't really did a good job.. pls do better than me... kae... muacks
haha.. yesterday i skipped the maths test... wahaha.. i went for the field finals at SRJC.. Haha.. thank GOD.. cause haha... i really didn't study very hard for that test.. luckily i get extra time to revise for it.. haha.. i get the whole weekend.. wahaha.. but today is already sunday afternoon... looks like the extra weekend time didn't serve good for me.. hahaha... i'm slacking as usual.. although.. didn't go on a shopping spree like last week but.. ahaha..
back to what happened at the field finals..
hahaha... btw.. i participated in discus throwing.. haha.. that's probably the only sport i'm go at.. don't even attempt to ask me to run for sports day... unless there's a prize for coming in last.. haha
any how.. i think my lucky stars were shining on me that morning.. haha.. didn't practise thowing at all before that very day.. hah... so i nearly did not make it into top 8...u see.. first u get 3 throw.. they take the best out of 3 and rank u.. the top 8 get to compete for 1st 2nd 3rd.. hahaha... after my first 3 throws.. i merely made it.. by becoming 8th -only 12m.. whew... then hahaha.. kinda realise the seriousness of things.. and started playing properly... haha.. fortunately.. haha.. i managed to get 3rd in the in end.. with 15.7 m.. haha.. maybe i should have tried hard hor.. besides its my last year... arh.. but shall not dwell into it too much.. aha.. pretty enjoyed myself.. haha
but u should have seen the guys.. whoa!!! Paulus and Roy were throwing javelins.. haha.. my distance of 15.7m was only their halfway mark.. haha.. get it.. it was as if they pre-installed wings onto the javelin and decided to fly it across.. yeap! haha.. i know they both got into top 8.. ut didn't stay to watch them clinched victory.. haha.. cause.. pai sey lah... after my game i was like sitting there with them for the soo long supporting them liao... haha.. like some crazy die-hard fan... haha.. so when they were abt to start their last 3 throws.. i left... maybe.. i was Paulus and Roy's lucky star.. tsk.. then maybe i should have stayed.. haha...
then there were those guys.. from the school team.. shall not mention names here..(SJ) they were so into wining... it was as if wining was everything to them... such sportsmanship huh.. rubbish.. i think when u play a game.. its for the fun of it right.. u are supposed to be having fun... dotchs.. these people.. have no life...
haha.. okies.. shall continue slacking.. hope u guys have a great weeek ahead.. btw.. i had roti prata for breakfast.. i really missed that day.. when.. ah mah, cherish, pearlin, me, roger, michael, nelson and melvin went for roti prata at jalan kar yu.. at leassst... i thought we were friends then....
12:31 pm
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Sunday, April 18
booo... haha... bin and ah mah.. rest well kae... today's short... tired lah.. haha.. bought alot of stuff..
new specs.. new bag.. new shoe bag..
waahahahahaha jealous.. hahaha
muacks
10:10 pm
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Sunday, April 11
Happy Easter..
Hahaha.. was watching NKF just now.. slighty on very interesting lor... but haha... jus decided to stick to the ttv.. haha..(furthermore hor.. i still have this GP essay due tml.. that i haven't started on..) haishou.. wat can i say..the mood is just not right lah.. feel like sleeping... haha..
for the last 3 days.. i have going in and out of church so many times..i think i should have just camped there.. haha.. btw.. lulu getting confirmed very soon liao.. haha.... last few days.. keep going church with her.. wah.. rather scary mah.. *evil laughter then she oso bought her.. *tsk tsk* aka duck.. ai yer.. wu gui was there with patrick too... hahaha.. luckily, i thick skin.. or else sure super extra de...
then... ohs.. nw hor.. i feel like my throat going to die like that.. hahaha... sore throat liao.. i swallow saliva rather pain la... pek chek.... hahaha.. then today i still go and eat so many heaty stuf.. wahaha..
okies.. i shall go attempt my essay now.. haha.. looks like i can run but i can't hide from it..sobs sobs... i mean i just hate the topic lor.. discrimination... yuck..
btw.. today i went to make new frames.. haha..
msg:
lulu: gd luck in making ur own blog..haha
303: gd luck for econs tml
roy: love the shoe colour..
10:06 pm
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Tuesday, April 6
hi folks.. today.. i learnt something valuable... i realised that how beautiful it is for one to humble down.... to say sorry... to realise and acceptone's mistakes.. to stop finding excuses.. to stop pointing fingers... to stop dwelling on where the fault lies.. It's a very nice kinda of feeling, i'm having now... can't really explain it... "the first step to seeking forgiveness is to first forgive urself and second forgive others... today it feels as if i took a pinch, and felt the beauty of learning to forgive myself...
haha.. okies.. i'll stop sounding so abstract..(pulling myself down to earth*) okies.. today went abt rather fine.. (i mean i'm still alive and kicking.. praise God for that!*) oh.. btw.. i think i'm slighty addicted to bridge liao.. haha.. (gulity as charged...prosecution has been found playing this addictive card game throughout self study...) and today we all found out that ah mah.. is one bridge player.. u don't wanna mess with.. u are either her partner...if not... u lose... wahaha... for a 70 yr old woman... it's considered an enormous fleet... How many people will daring bid for 5 diamonds, 2 games in a roll and win....(bridge player will know wat i'm saying..) haha.. ah mah is one scary player.. WARNING
haha.. another thing.. the school sent my parents a letter to tell them that i'm in TAF.. haha.. yes and my mother had this big hu ha abt it lah... all that talk about making sure i go to the gym once every week and no more fried food and everything.. haishou~
okies.. very tired liao.. tml got cca for all the new jc 1 intake..haha...
messages: mic tan: nobody's perfect.. don't push urself to hard..kae.. :)
fang ming: hey.. see u tml...
Bin: u rock!!!!
10:29 pm
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Saturday, April 3
boo.. it been a long long time since i last spoke... wahaha.. feeling slight better since the last entry.. haha... thks to all who came to console..me.. haha.. muacks... sometimes.. there are a lot of methods to live life.. and the world makes it seem so so very easy...haha... in actual fact living life isn't that easy.. haha.. but still life's short... so yar..... guess i'll just have to live it thru'.. haha..(sounds so main qiang hor.. but.... haha)
haha.. today's been a long long day..
hahaha..started a little late for school lah.. haha.. make the rest of the class wait for me.. heehee.. then we sat down and started making earings.... its damm cool can... very nice... in fact i'm wearing one which was made today...meeeself hor.. so proud.. haha then even the guys tried to make lor.... roy and paulus was the most chen gong one's... jeremy tried.. but had little or min. colour sense.. haha.. then victor and roger.. managed to make one.. but haha those 2 only need to make one themselves lor.... each for their one and only.. jac and hui yi... very xin fu wor.. hahaha.. not every guy will get his hands dirty and made a pair of earrings from someone they cherish so much.. haha..
then i went for the chinese rehearsal thingy... haha...
haha..okies.. rather tired now le.. hahaha..nites.. muacks..
9:01 pm
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