Wahaha… I’m really dead beat.. but I thought I needed to blog.. it’s been too long since I last blogged.. haha
I’m really tired.. physical, mentally and emotionally…
I think I really haven’t properly sunk into the exam mode yet… there’s no sign of urgency in me.. how?? Yesh.. I know I shouldn’t just sit here all day and think ‘how?’
But.. *argh* I need to move on with life.. and use it more wisely from
tml TODAY onwards.. Yeah!
Anyways.. I went for a physics test this morning… what can I say… the physics department had never stopped at wanting us dead.. but I studied… gave my best.. I think on my part I did what I thought was enough.. for a test.. haha we’ll see~
Then… I kana cheated by emeris to go out shopping with cherish… haha but it was a good relaxation.. althought my feet hurt abit now..
And I bought a blue colour tee.. all in the name of ‘love meridian day’ haha.. must give credit to Cherish for it actually she didn’t mind me buying the same design but different colour tee with her… haha.*blushes* (btw she bought the green colour one…)
I think mic tan likes green… I also wat gave me that idea.. hais
Then in the evening.. emeris went to dine with her parents.. and I wen to church with cherish..
Haha… her cell group friend all very nice.. especially Rebecca and her husband.. (cherish must learn from them… treat me better kae..)
Hillsongs United.. very stud.. highly impressed. Wahaha.. maybe that time I shouldn’t have rejected their offer of wanting me and their band.. haishou.. if only I knew..
There was this pastor…inspiring.. haha..
If u want to know the other embarrassing moments of today.. go read cherish’s blog…I’m too embarrsssed to type here.. haha…
That’s all there is there isn’t anymore..
boo...
this morning... while trying to spring out of bed..
i over-springed. there was this "KAK" sound and yesh... i sprained my lower back.. actually haha i tot nothing de.. but then i couldn't sit up properly and bend down..
looks like the aging thing is catching up even with me.. (maybe it is a hint that i cannot continue to be monkey-like at this age :-( awww..) this is the part where cherish and ah mah will totally agree..
Cherish, looks like i should stop appearing on the cover page of 'National Geographic' le...
but
i'm fine now... went to see the doc... was tempted to visit the sinseh... but i don't think i'll live thru that pain.. so yesh i'm just on painkillers...
for those who thought i'm going to be completely bed-ridden and have already started planning a huge celebration, i'm sorry to dampened ur spirits...haha
okies... these painkillers are kinda drowsy... shall sleep now.. tc
sometimes, we tend to think and sometimes,
like it or not the smarter and more mature we get,
the more we think, the more we ponder...
many a times, we start thinking and
questioning...facts, lies, assumptions and even what we believe in and hold true..
it's good to think, question and even challenge.
then find answers, solutions and even enlightenment...
this is how one grows.. matures even more and develops to become a better individual...
however,
if one fails to attain the answers once seeked..
one's beliefs get shaken and confusion sets in,
and most of the time, to the extent of hurting oneself...
"An intellectual man who Thinks too much, hurts no one but himself. But how can the complex mind refrain from thought?"
2 days ago, my sec sch teacher passed away...
life is so brittle, but i think death completes life... closes a chapter.
i must admit.. i never was the sporty kind, who was super enthu about PE and sports... and i'm probably not the only one who always gets into trouble with him... i grumbled about he picking on me.. and even questioned several times 'when will he ever retire?' ... yah it sounds mean...but there isn't any use about feeling bad abt it anymore right?
i'll probably have to send my sorries in the form of prayers.. pls pray for him too...
'absense makes the heart grow fonder' praise the person who came up with that... man constantly take for granted what we already have... and most of the time we clearly know that we are taking things for granted, yet we willingly allow them to pass us by. And most of the time, live to only regret... ironic??
as for today...
i'm tired.. really tired.. not just physically...
but mentally and spiritually too..
take me away~
boo....
it's been ages since I last blogged... that's because i have been so tired these few weeks that pulling myself up to the third floor to use the comp feels like a chore... mb i getting old.. school has really been tiring me out soooo easily... i come home and within 1 hour, I'll be sleeping. (sounds like some sleeping beauty stun) *blushes*
btw.. today my parents went down to meet teachers... haha.. no comments at all... i've never been a fan of the teaching industry... and thk the heavens i don't aspire to be one.. Those in my class would agree that sometimes if my row of kah kee's don't answer or attempt to interact with the teacher.... basicially nobody is bothering about her.. and everyone else will be in a daze or sleeping... (mb I over exaggerate... u judge) so by being kay po and do such things in class... i bring myself across as being talkative and inattentive during lessons.. WOW!!
if only i knew all these were coming my way... i would have studied hard... get that one point... or... beg some teacher for a mark.... just because i fall short of 40 pts by 1 pt, i have to be subjected to such insults and accusations... YUCK!!!
enuff said.. abt today.... although i must say the cool weather was lovely and everthing was going well until lunch....
(ren...)
Cherish gave me her tix today... asking Val along... :)