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Monday, March 29
why me... i never really knew why either? never stopped to ponder over that qns... or was i ever even given a chance to ponder over it... i never realised.. what was the qns again? was there a qns? haix...
i think i'm having this mega mood swing now.. can't really explain why either... just don't feel good about anything.. could be the humid weather.. could be the weariness and tiredness.. could be the high expectation i set myself that i can't meet.. could jus be monday blues.. could be how life has left me in such a state...
this year i lost many things.. let's not forget material stuff.. i think i lost my kinda confidence... my kinda air.. the way i carried myself...my kinda of mental and spiritual drive...overall i think i lost myself...
then who am I now... am i just putting on an act? a mask? a pretence? i am just being someone the society wants me to me... someone the society will accept me? i'm tired.. very tired... who am I
today... i'm starting to regret to re-take chinese.. how..i really don't wat else to say... ms Lim said i did badly for physics... how can i.. i mean.. shouldn't i be.... is it complacency.. is it laziness.. it is because i expect too much.. it is because i shld have force myself to do physics in the first place...i know very well when something goes wrong..it not able finding fault but....haix
another thing... this term.. i'm having TAF on wed and fri.. then i have PE on tues and thurs... so 4 days a week i'm being tortured.. 4 track rounds or 8 hall rounds plus 2 circuits... haix... can someone recommend permanent MC for me... i can't feel my feet now.. and hurray.. i have PE tml...
forgive me.. if after reading today's entry u feel down.. feelings are supposed to be spread...
this is for shi bin...
BIN RAWKS!!
10:23 pm
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Sunday, March 28
wahaha..
today ah mah me and bin... went to orchard for a shopping spree.. u don't not know when was the last time we went out shopping.. haha.... we when to marche's to eat...(sorry cherish...one of these day will ask u..okie...) then.. we had.. calamari (fried sotong), black pepper chicken with mushroom and cheese crepe and best of all...
crispy waffle with fresh mango slices and a large scope of movenpick's vanilla brownie ice-cream, topped with tons of chocolate sauce and chocolate rice... (are u drooling?? u should be...)IT WAS GOOD!!!
then we went shopping.. bought alvin's highly super belated present... wahahaha.. hope he likes it.. hint... we nearly bought the pinks colour one.. but decided that alvin needed to look less gay these days.. haha
roger is in the best of moods today.. u shld ask him why... he win toto top prize oso not this happy lor... wat can i say right.. when i guy's in love... his spirits are peaked.. haha good luck roger... jia you!!!!
11:21 pm
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Friday, March 26
boo... haha.... happy birthday AH MAH!!!
haha.. the class girls.. all gave her a 1000 piece winnie the pooh jigzaw puzzle...
wah very nice or.. but no joke... 1000 pieces..hor.. i nearly permanantly cross eye wor.. haha... then ppl like pearlin and siew min.. sure.. got good eyesight.. they did the longest le...
wahahahaha...
then bin and i got ah mah.. this skirt from ice lemon tee.. the skirt super girl.. very sweet wor...
hope ah mah lkes it... haha
11:16 pm
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Wednesday, March 24
hellos.. haha.. today.. i'm finally done with my block test... wahaha.. what i have to say about the test.. haha.. 1. it's over..haha 2. i really regret not studying hard enough for maths.. 3. now..michael sure top the class for maths.. and i'll be like.. far.. not that ranking matters alot.. but.. aiya.. 4.its only the first test of the year and probably the least stress.. but why am i already like super stress..i don't think i'll survive thru it all...
then today after block test.. me, bin, laureen,diana and wei ling went to marches for lunch... wahaha.. eat like there's no tml... a bit off promotion here: the dory fish with baked potatoes, black pepper chicken mushroom crepe and the carmel banana waffle with movenpick vanilla brownie ice-cream... these 3 items are simply...heavenly...
then. bin me laur 7 wei ling.. went cineleisure and we watched.. 'Big Fish' haha.. the show rather nice lah.. but slighty artistic lah... haha...
okies.. actualy really want to fill u in more abt the happenings of today.. but i am very tired.. haha.. and still need to pack my bag... haha... must i go school tml... argh...
10:27 pm
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Sunday, March 21
listen... everyone... i think my daddy rocks.... wahaha... he managed to explain to me... so many econs... thingy i like less than a hour... damm cool and some of them... haha i have been trying to understand them for like.. god knows how long... haha...
haha...okies.. won't tok too much liao le.. need to continue mugging for econs... wahaha...
by the way.. today.. i was ignored.. roger said the happiest thing is when u start to think of a person.. and before u noe it.. the person sms u.. haha..:(
7:44 pm
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Saturday, March 20
haha.. i'm listening to eason chan's
shi nian cannot stand.. very nice song.. but i got this een nicer song to share with u today... (*heehee a bit religious lah.. )
Here I stand forgiven
Here I stand holy and righteous
You paid the price
When you laid down your life
Jesus, I surrender all
I'll walk with you in my heart
Find me at the cross
Down on your knees
Thank you Lord for saving me
Hallelujah
very nice.. give me some time to learn how to play the song in my blog... then let u hear.. okie.. haha *smiles*
today went out with... ah mah..pearlin..cherish..michael..roger..nelson..melvin.. went to jalan kar-yu to eat the famous roti prata... wahaha.. wat can i say.. it nice.. i think the cheese prata rocks...(ne's recommendation
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okies...must study le lah... have been slacking just too much.. wahaha
oh.. daddy brought the two china freaks to sentosa today...(he's pocket hurts)
speaking of which.. i need a tan.... i really really need a tan.... BINNNNNNNNN.... can we pls go sentosa after we survive the block test...pleassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeee...
okies.. u tc.. toodles..
10:39 pm
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Friday, March 19
u won't believe it lor... i have not been doing anything since this morning... other then eat, watch tv, eat again, watch more tv, eat even more and allow mosquitos to feed on me... i sat down on the sofa for like 2 hours.. and recieved 10 bites..
(i really don't know how to thk those mosquitos man..)
tml got GP exam.. haha.. i sure won't make it again.. for the whole of this year i haven't managed to pass a single GP assignment... but that's okie.. i haven't passed a single, maths or physics assignment too.. oh man.. i've been exposed...
something needs to be done.. but i really don't noe wat... my life's not in order
..(or has it ever been in order..)haha... maybe.. i need time management skills or people management skills..or even stress management skills.. how about managing different management skills..... not i'm confused too... haha
okies.. i need to breathe.. see u soon...
2:13 pm
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Thursday, March 18
hello.. ppl.. wahaha.. today went to school whole day to study... (or rather to make it look as if we were studying lah...)
haha.. this morning i overslept.. when hui ting called me.. i told her i was on the way.. haha.. (actually i meant: on the way to brush my teeth..)
then me, ah mah, and hui qi..went to white sands mac for lunch... wahaha... we took liike 25 packets of chili sauce..(i can feel those pimples coming out like now..) the good news is we didn't use all 25..wahaha..9close to lah)
then hui qi and i went to wastons to buy face mask..(in hopes to redemm the chili sauce effect....)
haha.. i jus tried it.. not bad lah.... cool col feeling de... haha... mus ask hui qi how her's turned out...
okies.. need to study le lah... btw.. michael, do get well soon.. haha..
10:41 pm
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Wednesday, March 17
haha.. i tried to study again last night... but did like 5 qns.. haha... oh man.. i need to be motivated... haha... pek chek lah... emmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
(absorbing inspiration*) today.. i aim to work harder.. finish a few more topic.. okies..
(am i again too ambitious..haha)
btw.. today my aunt brought the 2 china ppl out with her.. wahaha.. i'm free.. i can do watever i like in my own grounds...finally^ haha.. for the first time this week i don't smell any cigrattes burning in the morning...
(haishou* dunnoe wat kinda of lousy china brand cigrattes.. that fella use.. very very strong smell.. he's like puffing a chimmey...) so today is pollution free day...
okies.. shalln't tok too much... shall go study le.. having tuition soon... wahahahaha... toodles
1:47 pm
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life really really sucks... today was yet another wasted effort to try and study... *argh* at this rate... i'm nv gonna make it lor...
argh.. why can't i just sit down and rest.. do nothing.. think abt life.. smell the fresh air.... let the wind carry me along..(although a bit heavy lah but...) u noe wat i mean.. enjoy life.. come to terms with one self.... experience peace... quiet...
why??? there are just too many whys in this crazy world.. too many to count, to many for anyoner to try and answer them all.. why?
1:06 am
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Tuesday, March 16
I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this lifeWont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
oh why is everything so confusing maybe I'm just out of my mind yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you I'm with you
Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm with you I'm with you...
11:59 am
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