Love's a two people thing,
love's a scary thing,
but love's a beautiful thing.
No one will ever know for sure if things will work out,
but even if things don't,
and we leave each other scarred,
and crying.
We grow a little,
and we create a few happy memories,
that we will remember for life.
Don't be afraid,
don't have too much pride.
At the end of the day,
the someone you are with,
she's the one I'm trying to create my forever with.
I'm not going to have pride,
I'm not going to be mad,
I'm going to be the nicest that I can be.
And I know,
that you can too.
tu ran lei le~
Okies back to what I wanted to say..
It's raining outside..
The view outside my room always looks kinda different when it rains..
or maybe time kinda slows down when it rains..
and only then can u stop to appreciate your surroundings..
after my last paper tml..
I have officially completed 1 academic year..
calling it a year..
Looking back I had fun.. both in Hall and in Campus..
great hall khakis, fun-loving tutorial class mates...
but then again if u count the no. of times I stood out of my hostel room
to sink into the surrounding..
ermx... wells..
sometimes, we think life is cramping up on us..
but actually it's cause we forget how to slow down and appreciate life..
as if God wanted me to properly understand this lesson,
guess what, there is a sudden blackout in hall..
this time in pitch darkness and silence..
the view from outside my room looks different again..
the sound of the raindrops falling on different things..
sound of the cars driving by..
further amplified..
Life's actually beautiful~
okies... I suck.. I shall stop wasting time...
head towards the Sahara Desert..
I mean my Stats revision..
sianz.. someone..
take me away...
it's been 3 days...
it's official..
I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms..
give me the cold turkey!!
saturday night 15 April 2005..
Team Se7en took home 2nd prize..
but I took more than that..
with it I bottled up a milky silvery swirl of beautiful memories
whether it was happy, exhaust, enthu, joy, aching bones, laughter, friendship..
that saturday all were redefined for me..
although is was sooo close to the exam period..
the experience cannot be exchanged for anything else..
hahaha... starting to sound a litte to chim liaos hor..
wanna thank everyone who helped one way or another esp..
leslie, michael, terence the cow, jun, cherish, mei zhen and my roomie..
thanks for making it possible!!
deep fried percussionists rocks!!
someone stole my sense of urgency..
Hey! who ever it is out there..
I need it back...lala~
my exams are in 2 weeks and..
ya.. I can't find my panic button.
What have I been doing?
ermx.. *scratch heads*
*thinks*
everything but anything
sighs~
too many many distractions..
most of it are just thoughts..
thinking distracts me...
just the other day,
my roomy commented that
everytime I keep quite while talking to her..
she knows I'm thinking
and the more I think the more it hurts..
How can thought processes hurt?
How can a one hurt another so much without even knowing?
I'm tired..
Don't know why I wait aimlessly for
some things that may not even happen..
I say it like that..
But I know inside..
I'll still wait..
take me away
less distracted now.. haha..
thanks for listening..
going back to studying..