haven't been blogging for awhile.. maybe there just isn't anything bloggerable... many many things are taking place around me.. but perhaps i'm just too tired of it..
i'm tired..when im tired i start to think and most of the time..i think too much...then it starts to hurt..
i think it's the flu..i hope i get well..but that only physically..Am i to heal myself emotionally and spiritually? Why me?
is it about time someone saved me instead...haha
some people looks at the things around them and ask why? others look at the things that are not around them and ask why not?
"why and why not?" i asked.
too many thoughts...
unprocessed..
quietly hurts..
is it getting too familiar..
or is the scar surfacing..
ignore me..
Firstly, must Thank Mei Yi for the 'heart shape cookie' she made... yum yum wor... should I go try to bake some too..*evil grin* nah, too many casualties le...
Let me introduced to u a new book that was complied over ages. The author, none other then my DEAR Sister Valerie. The book entitled,
" 101 Ways To Piss Vanessa Off!!" gRRR... yesh, that dear little princess of mine decided to embark on a last minute school project AGAIN..
haishou~ i'm getting old lor... last min stuff isn't always good for my health..(ah mah would agree) I need to breathe more...smile at valerie more perhaps... HU XI
And now that little girl needs the comp for another last minute hw... ~i'm breathing...
to be continued....
boo... i'm sick down with flu.. the Bug got me... wahaha..
okies.. shall attempt to wait patiently for recovery...:) luckily i have Dan Brown to keep me company.. it's getting more and more interesting now..hoho.. *evil grin*
okies.. "a sick man shld talk less and sleep more".. haha..tml.. going out with cherish yina ah mah they all... gaga*
saturday afternoons are just too quiet and peaceful for me..
everyone in the house is lazying around..
there no rush, no sense of hurry..
maybe i have adapted to the rush of school..
tried to be in 2 places every instance, too many a times..
saturday afternoons alone in a huge empty space..
lost in the measure of time..
"a sick man who rests too much, thinks too much"
gaga*
i know all of u had enough of me blabbing about my birthday since it was like long over but... i still must menition this..hoho
yesterday... heehee.. my classmates bought me and Cherish a cake and celebrated our birthdays over recess.. Thks, mei yi, pearlin, wen hui, siew min, hwee peng...*shy*
here are some pics....enjoy
the cake...

me and cherish...haha

then emeris and qi qi got me this really cute 'care bear' soft toy.. wahaha.. it's blue colour de.. with a rain pic on the stomach with little red hearts too..haha
Cherish gave me an anklet... maybe i hinted to her to obvious liao... wahaha.. thks gal!!
Roy gave me Dan Brown's 'Da Vinci's code'.. i started reading once i got home yesterday (that's why i didn't come online)... damm cool.. then today i continued reading again.. but had to pull myself from the book and settle my hw.. *yuck* haha but thks Roy!!
then today... school sucks.. i'm sooooo tired and burnt out... highy drained... sobs...
take me away~
oh.. then i'm having a very bad sore throat since yesterday... but today my daddy bought durians back....wahaha temptation got the better of me... i ate the durians.. now i basically can't talk... pain pain*
that's all there is there isn't any more... ...
gaga* shy *blushes*
yesh.. u can say that i'm like sooo oooo self absorbed..or like in hui ting's words.."idoitic" haha.. but who cares... ...
lalalalalalala~
Birthdays only come once in a year... so yup.. wahaha.. i think i had one the most memorable birthdays ever... firstly the Gahmen was at my side.. monday's a sch holiday... that means i have four full days of birthday celebrations...wahaha.. ah mah will probably be sighing~ and thinking that i'm definately idiotic... (i think i'm)
i did alot alot of stuff this weekend... wahaha..
Friday 2 Jul
after school.. went to Crystal Jade for lunch with Pearlin, Cherish and Ah mah... It was me first time there... hoho the
food is good...and priced was reasonable...3*/5* i recommend the 'roast chicken and roast duck porriage' and the 'prawn dumpling noodle' they rock!!!
then i went to watch
"The Best Bet"3*/5* with Cherish... the show very nice.. not like u sterotype that most ppl place upon it.. ppl will have this impression that locally produced movies are not worth watch... but i feel that if we ourselves do not support our local art scene, who will??
haha... 'The best bet' was definately something i never regret watching... it's very singaporean... and if u understand hokkien... then the show is simply digestable and laughable..hoho
Then i went to meet Shi Bin at night.. shopped around cine and heerens.. hoho.. then we watched
"Spiderman 2" 5*/5* WOW.... the show rocks.. itwas even better then the 1st one..Cried..Laughed..Screamed.. Thanks Bin..*muacks*
Sat 3 Jul
early morning...i had.. TAF.. so turn off right... dotchs.lor... got to wake so early....sobs... then run soo much...total turn off.. then i turn down a breakfast invite... haha..sorry
Then me and cherish went to meet michael 'Jam' play music..haha.. i felt like a light bulb..anyhow.. it was great fun.. michael was a great musician...(it's not fair!!) then.. i drumed the song
"this little light of mine" i think i created the really slow version of the song.. the song sounded more like
"this little slow light of mine".. haha.. i think i don't need to further explain.. by the way..michael recorded it...if i get hold of it...i'll
burn it..
Then Michael and his friends suprised me and Cherish with 'live' Birthday song and i small cake each...haha i didn't really say it out.. but was really really touched.. i have eaten so many..(okie..only 18) birthday cakes in my lifetime.. and i can't remember the last time someone surprised me with one..heehee thks *blushes*
then he bought us to eat char siew mee..4*/5* and char siew bao 4*/5*and soya bean 3*/5*... at geylang..hoho.. i nv eat there before leh..haha..so sua ku hor.. then i obviously got the hint that i was extra... when i had to cross the overhead bridge myself...hahaha..it was damm funny lah...
( i want to eat durian at geylang... can someone bring me...)
then went to town 1 1/2 hrs late... haha sorry ah mah.. we went to shop...walked almost everywhere... nearly had to cut off my feet...haha... but damm shiok!!! haha.. then we went to look at prom stuff..*hint hint* meet this stupid salesgirl...but haha...see so many nice nice stuff... *yang yang*
today 4th Jul Sun
you must really love me to have the energy to read till here...haha... this morning had started with tuition..then...went for lunch with my parents....
then went shopping with lulu and i'm
forced to say this but...
i saw Shi Bin with her mummy at TM too...wahaha...we wet to eat something called
fondue 6*/5* from hiagendas.. it's this mini stove thing with hot chocolate boiling above.. then they give u shrewers, multi- flavour ice cream in cubes and fruits in cubes..there was bananas and strawberries...haha... u pick a fruit or ice cream cube..dip it into the chocolate and the chocolate will harden then u eat it...wahaha..it was GOOD....
then went to church for service ad then went to have dinner with my family and lulu... Guesss where we went..."No Signboard Seafood Resturant" Oasis Kallang.. Yum.... it has really been along time since i last had seafood.. and they happen to be very very very famous for their WHITE PEPPER CRAB!!!! 6*/5* i feel like a pig... toking abt soo much food....wahahaha
went home.. my parent's collected the FREE ice cream cake from Swenson's... Mango flavour..haha..(somehow i was more touched when i recieved the smaller chocolate cake the day b4 *ahem) And my sis bought me this really nice flowers...haha... hare some photos with u...
I wanted very much to wear this ‘e base’ top but haha….
what i wore in the end...

so act cute hor…but I like..(ah mah must be saying how idiotic I’m now..)
make a wish...

me and my sis.. just had a tiff with her the night b4.. it’s kinda okie now..sometimes..it’s really hard to forgive and forget…haha.. then the flowers on the table was from val...nice nice wor...
me and valerie

okies.. that's all for my birthday episode..haha..*blushes* this year is definately one of the most memorable Birthdays ever.. and Great Friends like U made it possible.. shy
u noe on sunday morning when i switch on my phone...how many sms of birthday wishes i recieved... wahaha...so touched.. *in tears* and i need to acknowledge a particular nice friend who msged me at 12 sharp but i didn't reply till that morning... thks alot.. wahaha...
that's all there is there isn't anymore......