i'm abit lost now..or rather very lost.. seems that i lost direction..
feeling constipated not physicallly..but mentally.. it kinda is all stucked up there..
confused perhaps..
just made myself ice milo and poured it into a container meant to keep drinks warm.. wat am i doing... don't really know..
sometimes..i think, i think too much... i HATE myself for being so sensitive..for being overly presumptious... i hate myself
it feels weird... but i don't really know why... i'm not sad or anything...not angry...
just that..
i'll be fine afer awhile.. could be the mood swings.. or the milo...
take me away....
haha.. just ripped open this packet of 'hello panda' in the most crudish way.. feels better... am i sadist...
maybe..who cares.. who will...