hang in there... ...

i drew this kae..wahaha...
haha.... i can infer that everyone's gone... it's the exams lah.. so if u are reading this it's probably because.. u like mehave decided the since the exams are coming to an end..coming online for a little tinnie while won't hurt a bit... but then when u come online u are hooked... Wahaha (i totally understand**)
haha.. just to update u guys... i screwed up for econs.. and the rest of the other papers weren't as friendly as i thought... but i was really dissapointted with my econs...cause i think it isn't my best.. i was kinda sure could have at least put a litttle more effort.. but situations weren't as it seems.. hais.. sorry mr. naresh :(
then.. i have 2 more gruelly papers to sit for... 3hr each can... gRRRR!! Pls pray i'll live..haha by tml this time i would be studying for physics...
(my last paper!!) and by friday this time.. I would be doing everything and anything but study...WAHAHAHA.....
as for now.. i need to look for my maths notes.. see ya..
Ps.
to u-know-who: tissue paper with u signing on it isn't exactly considered as a present.. maybe u need to look at ur definitions of presents and gifts... hahaha...
to everyone else..Hang In There...

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hais... morning alll... haha...the sleep was good..hoho.. (see i told u, we are all humans and have our mental and physical limits....some rest will help..)
just had breskfast..or issit lunch.. oh fine..branch..haha.. fried bee hoon with chicken wing and egg from the bedok market.. haha..i feel sooo loved.. (mummy rocks!!)
oh.. there ws the nice soya bean milk from the mkt too.. in case u don't know..i hate soya bean from the can or packet... i only drink it if it's from the mkt..haha...(werid huh??) but it just isn't the same taste..hoho
Did God make Saturdays shorter... it somehow seems that Saturday's always pass me so quickly... it already 1.30pm..then, at abt 4pm i need to get ready for church.. and then i won't be back from church till 11pm..
Hey i thought there a supposed to be 24 hrs in a day...emmmmm
Am I shortchanged?? which means i only have abt 2 hrs to study..or rather 2 hrs to attempt to study..gRRR
btw.. i wanted to tell u guys a bit more abt what happened yesterday...hoho...cause
for the first time ever Cherish was earlier than me when we met up... haha..*clap clap* then we went to bugis for dinner.. the both of us are the indecisive sort.. we eat anything.. so deciding on a place was tough...
although i was certain BillyBomber's milkshake was simply a 'no no' for Cherish..(evil laughter*)
okies... i've crapped enuff.. shall try to make full use of the remaining 2 hrs of free time i have today... haha, so long... ... i love u ...muacks

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1:02 pm
Y Y Y
won't blog very much tonight..... havin headache haha
the practical exam wasn't all that friendly for a start.. i use wrong (s. f.) sobs
then went to catch "the 1st disciple" with cherish...haha... had dinner together first ba.. glad she enjoyed herself...hoho...
1:26 am
Y Y Y
Thursday, June 24
Tml got Physics Practical le...
tml marks the first day of my mid-yr exams... argh@#%$*&! How ar.. why do i always do thing last minute..why??? actually hor.. i'm not sure why either.. could be the inborn laziness..*gulity look* but that means most of my friends have this inborn thing too..hahahaha... (i'm trying to console myself....)
my dear fans out-there... please pray for me..kae kae...gaga*
guess wad happened today...i had almost a full herd of cows burging into my small hut...oops..haha i mean, i had a group of wonderful friend who decided (after much persuasion) to come to my little hut to study with poor me....
oh man i really made it sound over drama..hoho. anyways..cherish (yesh, Cherish again), Roger, Roy and Hui Ting came over to study... rather productive wor.. wahaha.. btw.. i said alot of misprononced words today...
-lower the aircon
-oh gah (yoga)
-prot a graph (plot a graph)
-exexer-exsection (execution)
i think that means i won...hais... haha..
then... we were stuck at this physics qns.. and a whole chain of unstopable laughters rattled on.. i think i'm going get nightmares tonight from laughing too much..hoho.. that Roy and Roger really know how to tickle my funny bone..haha
then the both of them, Roger and Roy burped while talking... it's now remembered as the "RR Burp"... *clap clap* hoho....
okies..it's late.. i need my beauty sleep..wahaha
notes: i think the pic of me and cherish i posted yesterday looks a little too big... seeing my beautiful self face to face threatens me..haha...
we didn't take any photos today.. not that it was boring.. but we having so much fun learning and laughing we forgot to take evidence..hoho..
ah mah i know u are looking out to see if i posted 'it' but haha.. shall save u the misery...
10:45 pm
Y Y Y
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me and cherish
haha.. that's the 2 of us..again!!! Cherish has been invading my life almost everyday this holiday... so scary can... haha..but it's okie..i love her..*blushes*
today Cherish and Roy came over to study at abt 3pm.. haha..i think considering we started so late.. we were rather productive hor.. haha *feeling proud* but i just oso realised that my econs is in a detrimental state.. help.. Can someone sell me some time??? *sobs*
i think i shld attempt to work on my econs tonight...but i thinkin of sleeping... oh man..i feel like a pig..*oink* eat and slp... btw.. here's a pic of u-know-who..haha..thks to this person.. i managed to read an 'online doc' that wanted to read in a long long time..haha..and i must say he really has a great collection of songs.. haha..
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u-know-who....wahaha...
oh.. then the pic below..is this 3-d calendar object that i got for free from somewhere that i have on my table... this is the thing that amused both roger and roy..haha..they stared at it and OWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHH!!!!! dotch right..haha..but it's really kinda cool.. (trying to do the both of them some justice..)
the thing

12:21 am
Y Y Y
Tuesday, June 22
really tired now.. my head's spinning...
i went early to school this morning for the TM session.. haha i proud to tell all of u.. i now have a personal mission.. let me share it with u....
i want to live a life of love and integrity, centered around God, family and friends. I want to be true to myself and answerable to my own actions. I believe in constantly learning and improving myself, giving only my very best with determination and humility. I want to go to become a happy, responsible, intelletual, enthusiastic, creative, committed and confident lady. Lastly, I want to be dependable yet interdependant and a bubbling source of inspiration, strength, positive attitude and comfort to those around me.
*clap clap*
then i went home for tuition...and then went back to school again..(pei roger pian de...) i went back to school just to pass him his house kys..which he left at my hse that day...gRRRR.... nvm.. then hui qi, cherish and i went to tampines mall to eat mos burger..haha.. then bought erm.. let cherish suprise u herself... then went montip to buy hair accessories..hoho..
on the way home... i nearly wanted to take same bus as cherish back.. cause that day we went tm to study then she took bus 38 home.. so i tot she always takes bus 38... and since 38 goes to my hse..why not.. however to my dismay bus 38 does not even pass by cherish's hse.. hais.... then why that evening so took that bus.. the blur me finally realised that bus 38 oso passes tamp blk 2**...
wahaha...okies.. really tired... need me beauty slp...
share with u guys something..
'in life don't be a lalang, by growing taller and taller as u achieve higher.. but be a rice stalk.. the more u grow and achieve the lower the rice stalk bends...'
in life... the higher u climb up the ladder of success, the more u need to practice humility...
9:47 pm
Y Y Y
Monday, June 21
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cherish and roger..wahaha
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cherish..lifting weights
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me..caught playing computer games

11:31 pm
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haha..(i was forced to say that..) anyway's the both of them came to my hse to study today.. wahaha..they came at 11am..roger left at 7pm and cherish left at 10pm...fierce bo....wahaha
we did physics...haha andd managed to cover a few chapters... so proud of me self..*clap clap* but the most entertaining part today was... we decided to record down all the misprononced word of the day.. wahaha.. let me share some with u..
Roger said...
- exsprain (explain)
- uching (using)
- de quipe (describe)
- chak king (checking)
- watsch (what)
- elasticity potential energy (elastic potential energy)
- human potential energy (stored energy)
- hand around (hang around)
- peppepppendicular (perpendicular)
- pole lor lite (polarized)
Cherish said...
- tropics (topics)
- conversation of energy (conservation of energy)
- wood energy power (work energy power)
okie okie.. i was gulity too.. here's my list
- lower the aircon (increase the temp.)
- Free diagram body (free body diagram)
- 15 to 10 mins more
- directly inproportional (indirectly proportional)
- escape skip (escape speed)
- jump wall (jump out of the window)
- anggkuler (angular)
- long gee to der nal (longitudinal)
yesh laugh all u want.. but also notice roger misprononced the most no. of words... why? he talked the most and was rattling all the way.. wahaha..speaking of which.. roger just completed his blog.. go have a look at it (hint* it is full of love and mushy stuff)
haha..ans u wonder whether we were studying.. we were la..just that...hoho..anyhows.. i really enjoyed the studying together.. make it more fun and more digestable..thanks guys...muacks..
btw... i realised i haven't started on my econs.. and i kinda have alot more work to catch up on..how ar..hais.. *gulity look*
anybody out there wanna sell me more time???
we may be studying again this wed... applicants pls leave me a tag..wahaha...
bin..i miss my seventeen mag..sniff^
10:27 pm
Y Y Y
Sunday, June 20
Happy Father's Day..
i made samosas today for my daddy..haha..so far no reported case of any food poisoning..so shld be okie lah hor...*evil laughter* then we went out for dinner at some cantonese resturant..haha and my dad had to foot the bill...(so much for father's day)..
having some issues with my mum now..haishou~ actually very long liao.. but hais..can i just assumed nothing happened..is confuious right when he said that our parents are always right no matter wat..was confuious too confused when he said that...
oh..haha.. today i went for drum lesson..hoho..make-up lesson actually.. missed it for sophia's b day.. played this really nice song..but haha.. the tempo very fast..then got one part..swinged the drum stick off..hehee..*gulity look* i'm not as lucky as someone..can go blk2** go learn drums.. free somemore..wahahaha
and btw.. i was unproductive again today.. hais...
10:36 pm
Y Y Y
Saturday, June 19
i'm finally blogging...i wanted very very much to blog on friday...but...hee my other comp broke down so had to lend my sis the laptop... sobs..
i can tell u all missed me... esp that
mei sze.. i noe u miss me lah.. wahaha
friday..hoho..me and cherish went to airport to study..then for XXX reasons..we change our location to tampines...speaking abt tampines.. Cherish do u happen to know which bus goes to tampines blk 2** that area ar??? *evil laughter*
back to the topic..hoho.. then we went to 'e bass' at century.. shopped.. shopping is sinful..hais.. so cherish bought a racerback, tube and 3/4 cargo..and i bought a top.. i think very nice leh..haha *shy* i think we both wearing that outfits on our birthday...haha...
oh btw..Cherish cut her hair liao... very nice.. i think for a change.. haha looks different.. and i'm proud to tell u that i'm the first mjcian to see her new hairstyle.. although i obviously noe who's the next and more impt mjcian to see her hair..hmph..(*ahem)
haha.. but although many of u may doubt wheter we even studied that day.. i think it was rather helpful.. managed to do my first 5 chapters of physics..*feeling proud*
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today, as usual... i went to the gym in the morning.. btw.. i went to the gym and thursday and friday morning too...hoho..but once u find out wt breakfast i ate after all that workout, u will pengz..gee *gulity look*
then i went to meet bin to go town to do shopping (rather our initial plan was to shop till we drop but).. for various uncommentable reason..my siser came along.. it felt funny.............
oh...bin's mummmy acc us on the trip to town..haha...she was nice company..haha.. bin's mum rocks..hoho
then went to church..hoho and had yoshi for dinner..*yum yum*
bin... i miss my seventeen...
ah mah..how was the food and movie day.... missed u..
i admire "Cherish's" style of writing in her blog... esp the most recent one..*ahem
11:11 pm
Y Y Y
Thursday, June 17
boo..haha... will be keeping this short today.. my sis needs the comp to do her stuff... wahaha.. today's been unproductive as usual.. although i'm proud to say at least i had tuition..(trying to console myself..)
today during tuition boon en tired to give me some qns that he thought out on his own.. wahaha... "boon en's little world" has cars that weigh only 0.1kg and these cars drive on roads with humps that are 10m tall... wahaha.. see wat u get when u keep insisting u want creative thinkers for the future... haha..
i also have good news.. today i finally touched physics.. as i finally took out the notes and started looking at them.. haishou so many J1 work.. i forget liao.. haha...can u believe it i forgot how to resolve a vector.. wahaha...*rusty liao
oh.. then today during noon i pounced upon a travel documentary on tv that introduced taiwan... i want to go taiwan.. the place looks them cool.. the shopping and everyting...okie i'll admit.. i think the variety of food available is the biggest draw...wahahaha.*evil laughter... i'm not even thru' with mid-year.. and i'm already planing my after A'level activities..hoho..
gulit sinks in slowly.... however the mischievious me overules that thought..wahaha
i think i deserve to go shopping this weekend... i mean i studied very hard this week liao..(or rather i tried to look like im studying very hard..) i should deserve a break...hoho...see first ba.. dunnoe if my parents mind..heehee..
to Bin.."if u get there before i do...don't give up on me...i'll meet u when my chores are through...u'll be shopping in town with me.."
*tsk tsk~
okies..that's all folks..enuff to crapology..
ps: Winnie..get well soon..dardie loves u..
Jasmine..speedy recovery and don't overwork urself..smiles*
I miss someone badly... but there's nothing i can do...*tsk
9:55 pm
Y Y Y
Tuesday, June 15
i'm back.. feeling less constipated liao..haha
cherish and ah mah... don't worry it has nothing to do with wat happened in school... in fact, haha i enjoyed that attention..(*claps and cheers*)its some church friends that enlighthened me and got me think.. and er..i think i think too much...(too much unneccessary thought process..)
btw after that cup of milo last night..i'm physicially less constipated now.. the milo didn't work well.. this morning, i visited the loo and release al that was stucked....wahaha..shall not give my dear faithful readers a further more vivid description....
i'm not sure way happy birthday shld be mispelled either..but amelia prononced it as such..haha..i just returned home from sophia's birthday party... shi wei is such a nice chap.. he organised this party for her.. haha.. although there were several ppl who were there for the drinks and the majong..*ahem
anyhow's we had fun..slacking and gossiping and laughing... esp when mei sze *ahem i mean ameila gave out this notsay very soft burp~ and then blamed it on mei sze.. wahaha..and that toopit meisze.. couldn't really defend herself...haha..
oh...and roger nearly lost all sense of manhood and fatherhood.. which includes father's day.. haha..it's this weekend hor.. wat shld i get my dad.. another of my large print poster??? or shld i get a larger print one.. btw any of u guys out there who want a copy of my large print phot.. pls feel free to contact me.. hahahaha
wasn't productive again tml.. can i comfort myself by saying there's still tml...
the holidays are ending..but..hais..life sux
11:24 pm
Y Y Y

eatting my shoe up the same way i wished i could eat my problems up...

1:15 am
Y Y Y
i'm abit lost now..or rather very lost.. seems that i lost direction..
feeling constipated not physicallly..but mentally.. it kinda is all stucked up there..
confused perhaps..
just made myself ice milo and poured it into a container meant to keep drinks warm.. wat am i doing... don't really know..
sometimes..i think, i think too much... i HATE myself for being so sensitive..for being overly presumptious... i hate myself
it feels weird... but i don't really know why... i'm not sad or anything...not angry...
just that..
i'll be fine afer awhile.. could be the mood swings.. or the milo...
take me away....
haha.. just ripped open this packet of 'hello panda' in the most crudish way.. feels better... am i sadist...
maybe..who cares.. who will...
12:33 am
Y Y Y
Monday, June 14

ah mah..acting cute
this song u hear when u open my bloggy..is delicated to ah mah...yeah..muacks
12:02 am
Y Y Y
Sunday, June 13
Turn On ur SPEAKERS..
haha...yups.. i added a few more stuffs to my blog page again..haha...*shy anyway.. there's supposed to be music when u enter my page..*cross my fingers* haha enjoy..
anyway.. u won't believe it i woke up at 7 this morning..having slept so late last night to go to the gym with my sis.. haha... rather cool..abit tiring, but i think it will help hor.. haha.. val nearly fainted after the workout..haha.. (cause we were using the club's gym...so we kinda had a intructor to accompany us.. haha..rather cool..)
btw.. val and i are thinking of attempting to try
rock wall climbing next weekend...but i need some help getting a suitable location...haha, anyone know where can i go for such an activity..haha.. or anyone wanna join us next saturaday...haha
this comes the part where Cherish shld.. roll on the floor and laugh continuously.. i tried to bleach my hair again just before lunch just now (third time i'm trying).. the stupid..smelly bleach was on my hair for 1 whole hour.. but *ta dan..suprise... my HAIR IS STILL BLACK!!! *loud sobs..
then i ask valerie.. what do u do if u failed in doing something after 3 times.. she said..'erm..i usually succeed after the second try.' *sob
okies... i'm going for lunch now..i think duck noodle ba.. *ya-ya*
i back... sobs..remember i told u guys my other comp is down... my parents and my sis keep insisting that i repair it.. that i get it fixed... hello, i'm not i computer repair man...grrrr... why can't we just call the compac fellow to come..

we rock..
2:24 pm
Y Y Y
Saturday, June 12
heehee..kinda gulity for not blogging for so long.. is not that i wasn't online... i was but just couldn't find anything blogger-able to blog..*ahem
haha.. roy called to ask me to join a few of them for a majong showdown..(*evil laughter) (this is when emeris, cherish and ah mah sigh and says.. ne ah..zhen mi du po..) haha..but i didn't go in the end.. my dad had already planned something for the family after church..(Daddy Rocks!!) GUESS where he brought us to after church.. haha it id not some 5* hotel or excusive restuarant.. but tis old kopitiam place at some super uh-loo area..haha and i had the most wonderful experience there..
dinner is served..(or rather we had to wait for a table, then queue to order, then wait again for the food to come..by then we were all in a pool of pespiration..haha)
SteamBoat Satay...cool right..and we didn't even eat satay..
it was your typical steamboat stuff.. prawns, sotong, pork 'spare parts', fish ball, cockles all neatly shrewed on a satay stick.. u then put the stick in the steamboat, when it's done dip in into the thick satay sauce.. wahaha..we ate like there was no tml.. btw it also came with satay beehoon.. for the 4 of us the bill added to $22.. yum! good for the taste buds, good for the stomach, and definately good or the wallet..
haha..then when we got home the four of us had a monopoly game showdown.. wahaha... my dad emerged in victory.. how valerie, erm.. she may not be the enterpreneurial type..haha,
supposed to have moved on to complex nos. today but...hais....
nites
1:06 am
Y Y Y
Friday, June 11
will be blogging less today..
nothing much really happened at all..
when for taf this morning..*diao*
then when for breakfast with roger.. btw.. his lost his physics file.. anyone can remember whether he left his file in ur locker...
okies..been watching tv since 11...gulit sinks in..but somehow, its feels familiar..it's not the first time..
btw my other comp is abt to give way.. haishou..may need to send for repair..the cpu gives off this loud beeping sound continuously..sigh*
soon..
12:46 pm
Y Y Y
Wednesday, June 9
haha..i went to eat SAKAE SUSHI with my sis and mom for lunch today..*gulity look* it was good!! eat until hai shiok wor..(compensates with the the taf training i was put thru on tuesday..) wahaha..
just to update u.. my chao ta arms still hurt..sobs :(
haha..shall go and attempt to pack my room and my study table now..sometimes i wonder i got the super messy and untidy traits from..(my dad??) haha my study room and bedroom looks as if hector's and achillie's army just fought there..haha
cheers.. i may blog again tonight..see first ba.. haha..till then i love u..
-3pm
haha..i'm back again...
share with a song
Why do they look at me with eyes of hate,
Do i desrve all these, is this my fate,
Cold and alone, no one cares for me,
I cry but no one hears my cries but He.
I find it hard to love all those who've loved me,
How do i find peace, in our midst,
they've taken u away when i needed u,
O lord i know no other love so true.
Teavh me how to love sweet gentle Master,
Show me love for my enemies, dear Lord
For u alone are the only one,
The one that truly sets me free.
Teach me Lord, how to love them all..all and me.
Love, is very profound huh.. as quoted from 'the wedding planner':1st u appreciate, then u respect, then slowly u are filled with admiration, then liking.. finally u taste love..
btw..must tell u guys this rather cute thingy... i have a pimple on my ear.. jus next to make ear hole.. very pain.. but rather cute to.. wahaha...
10:42 pm
Y Y Y
Tuesday, June 8
haha..i went to LTC today again to take photos.. and yesh i finally got the tan i wanted..the sun was good today..(cherish, this is the part when u get angry be cos i succeeded..)but seriously, i'm in pain now..i got a little too chao ta.. and yesh i'm red as a lobster..and it's painful..sobs.. but painfully nice..(i don't make sense hor..)
and today i found someone who understands my pain as an older sister... i found out wen si has a younger brother who's same age as val.. and after hearing wat wen si's got to say abt her bro..i pleased to know..i'm not sufferng in silence, alone...haha..
okies..it's been a long long day..and i'm really tired.. shall pack a little of my table then tuck myelf into bed soon.. tc guys..
vanessa out :)
10:24 pm
Y Y Y
Monday, June 7
today,i went to catch TROY the movie and here's some thoughts...
sometimes, if only these people could have a little more love and less hatred..
the world would be a beter place..
but in this show, love was definately protrayed..however,
one fellow(paris) loved a woman(helen) so much, he stopped loving his people, his country, his father, his brother and even stopped loving his dignity.
so much for love.
then this other good guy(hector) loved his brother and country so much, led 50,000 men to war...
and his reward for loving too much..he died, his very pretty wife widowed, super cute son fatherless, his father had to see him die, see him get tortured and beg the killer for his body, in the end his country also fell, and all that for loving too much...
then this super warrior fellow(achilles) that bowed to no man and similiarily no man could harm him got killed in the end all because he fell in love with the niece of the King the enemy.
clearly, people do weird things with love..Is it a misuse of love or is love supposed to be like that..
God said Love thy neighbour as I have loved you, Love your enemy, if someone slaps ur left cheek, offer the other cheek.
Where is the Love??
Don't get me wrong, i never meant to put it across that TROY is a horible show.. in fact, it was beautiful, an artwork of its own..great movies are those that keep me thinking after i watched it..
indeed i have been thinking pondering over this profound meaning of love..(even through my shower just now..haha)
okie..shall stopping putting across such of my own phlisophy and force u to read them... back to earth..
today i followed the Jc1's to their leadership training camp.. it was a beautiful place.. made me kinda jealous.. it's like a mini OBS thingy.. rather cool..:) then yesh, i rushed down to cine and catched troy with bin ah mah and mei sze..wahaha...finally!
btw.. the day has passed me by..and once again i haven't started on any revision..God help me!!!
leave u with a quote:
don't just dwell in dreams and forget about living...
10:07 pm
Y Y Y
Sunday, June 6
presenting to u.. procastinator of the year: Ms Vanessa Yeo
yesh... it's already into the 2nd week of the holidays and i haven't even started studyin...(oops*) how ar...hahaha.. okie.. i must it a pt tt i start studying real soon.. okie... from tonight onswards..(a feeling of determination~~)
haha.. anyway.. just to update u.. yesterday was fun.. i went with my parents and sis to sentosa.. haha.. went to the beach..canoe with my sis.. set up this huge mat on the beach.. played..ate..talked..laughed.. haha..it's been a long long time.. since we ventured out as a family... maybe.. i need to thk the holidays for giving me the time off... i even taught all of them how to play bridge.. I ROCK!! however.. my big plans to get super tanned and hopefully even chao ta.. were unsucessful..the weather was too fine yesterday...sobs.. so after attempting several stuns.. this holidays.. my hair's still black and skin still white..(cherish, this is the part u roll on the floor and laugh..)
haiz.. don't worry abt me..sniff..i'll be fine.. haha
okies.. i'm going to church..now.. do u think God will answer prayers like, 'can i have a tanner skin and browner hair'..i doubt so.. he has probably made me joke of the day.. hahaha..
cheers..
4:47 pm
Y Y Y
Friday, June 4
thks..ppl actually tell u guys a secret.. i feel very very flattered and a great sense of achievement when u ppl write something on my tagboard...*shy* haha so keep those comments and tagging coming in... wahahaha..
need i say more.. i was really really tired the past few days... (is it the aging thing catching up with me...oh no...)
today somebody asked me... "where do i see myself in the next 20 years?" i couldn't answer that...not now.. not instantly.. can i only tell u when i know the answer..
i know it clearly shows my lack of understanding of myself, the question and my future.. like in harry potter 3.. looking into the future..or even the attempt to predict one is scary... 'all man fear the unknown' true but could it have been a lack of confidence in myself...
Draw me the line that divides self-confidence and over-confidence....
several events took place over the course of this week... really enjoyed the class BBQ..but i shall not go on to describe why.. and what we did..(blogging can be a dangerous tool)anyway.. thks matt... to roy, victor, roger,YC.. the game was great.. :)
anyhow... cherish if u see this.. u will probably laugh.. i tried to bleach my hair again.. this time for 1/2hr... but.. yesh! my hair is still black in colour.. haha.. the bleach doesn't like me... sobs.. i don't know whether i shld attempt the 3rd time.. i mean.. it really stinks...
ps:
i'm going to sentosa tml..
watched hp 3 yesterday..
watching troy on monday...
roy: i understand u love reading my blogs..*shy*
10:28 pm
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Wednesday, June 2
wanted to blog very much..
but it's 3am... i just finish listening to ms. quek's online lecture
shall not comment..
alot of things happened over the past 2 days..
having sudden moods swing due to mens..sobs..
nites... i'm tired
it mum's birthday.. but...
9:52 pm
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