i tried..
maybe i tried wrong..
i gip yup le..
..tired
what went wrong
now i know why coffee keeps you awake..it's either the caffeine high or the laxative effect..either way, i'm wide awake at 5.30 in the morning(just to quantify that abit.. it's the kopitiam kind of thick coffee)so yar.. I standing up as i type this blog entry -the laxative after effectnote to self: not having that kinda coffee experience anytime soon.
once again, it's the exams..(this is going to be boring.. take it that I need to whine)
m o o d y . d i s a p p o i n t e d . l o n e l y could be the rain plus the stressplus the lack of sleepit's tiring trying to be the only chirpy one aroundand the disappointing first paper I sat fortoo many wildering thoughts, yet too little rationality to rationalise everything on my ownI'm lost in my own battle of thoughts and probably self perceived misery.
the facade is standing,
stand- delightfully strong.
but the inner walls are crumbling,
paint- off the old ceiling wall.
the lonely lonely facade,
empty- out to war.
the masquerade party,
single- masked for all.
what's desperate inside
the sun will not accept,
cruel- its rays spare no quasimodo.
the vicious truth,
cross paths with the lonely cycle.
stronger yet- I'm going to the facade party
- me
it's definitely the rainmaybe the coffee and the soapy taiwanese dramasplus the current cynical being
i am artificialtake me away